Letting you go

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring;
It means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off...
It's the realization that I can't control another...
To let go is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try and change or blame another,
I can only change myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their own outcomes.
To let go is not to be protective,
It is to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish the moment.
To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

No te marches

Apagas la luz, me observas en la oscuridad, y puedo notar tu silueta tranquila, segura, tratando de alcanzarme con la mirada. Aquí estamos, tendidos a los pocos rayos de luz que entran por la persiana, peleándose por brillar el que más. Me recuerdan a nosotros en el pasado, tan rápidos y tan fuertes para brillar. Lo queríamos todo, iluminábamos con nuestro paso todo lo que había alrededor. ¡Y, míranos ahora, escondiéndonos en la oscuridad!

Dime, ¿Qué ha pasado? ¿Qué ha cambiado? Quédate aquí, no me dejes ir, me arrojaste a la oscuridad y ya no conozco nada seguro a parte de tus brazos. Ya no veo nada, todo es tan diferente... Tu me trajiste aquí, ayúdame. No me abandones, te necesito.

¿Por qué me besas tan lento? ¿Piensas en marcharte? ¿Es por ello que quieres saborear cada milímetro de mis labios? Dime la verdad, ¿quieres huir? ¿sin mi? Y ahora ¿Qué haces? ¿por qué paras? Ámame ahora que puedes, seré tuya  y tu mío para siempre.

Sólo tienes que decirlo. Sólo tienes que quedarte.

You are changing me. And it makes me tremble just to think how much. I used to love something really insane before you appeared in my life. And now, I don´t even like it a little bit. You aren´t even mine but.. you know, that amazing sensation you cause on me it´s inevitable and makes want to stay near you, only with you and nobody else.

I'm not trying to write a beautiful poem or anything like that. Just trying to organize my feelings. I was so sure that I would never feel again something like this for anybody and suddenly you came and my world just fell apart. Every fucking plan I had about my future just disappeared and turn out to be only you.

I tought I had everything organized and planned and boom, here you are, like a bomb to my body. What am I supposed to do now? Shouldn't you give me an answer? At the end, it's you the one that made a chaos my life.

I tought I already had enough heartbroken and all that stuff, you know? But, shit, this is comming like a really big wrecking ball to me, I don`t know how to stop it or how to deal with it and I'm afraid. Yep. Afraid of love. Because love always sucked in my life and this one will be even worse.