Please

It get so scared thinking I may lost you. Maybe I already did. I know you don't mind, you don't care about us as much as I do. But I need you. I hate this sensation of depending of anyone so much.

I hate having that feeling of being a failure again. It only comes with knowing new people, being good friends and losing them . I always fuck up and I'm so afraid when I think it may be my fault.

One friend's mother used to tell me time was the solution for everything. And I have some hope she may be right. So I say to myself "wait a couple of weeks, everything will be okay again". But I know it's not always like that. And what If that "not always" is exactly this case? I can't lose you babe, I can't be lonely again, not again, I need you so much it freaks me out. Please don't go, please...