Till I find you again

So I was in this typical tourists markets in Rome and suddenly I saw two simple but cute bracelets that instantly remind me to us. I knew I shouldn't but I took them and bought them. One for you one for me. Something we could take with us forever, reminding us we are part of each other. But obviously that's only like that in my imagination. So now I'll stay with both ... Till I find you again

now am i right lel

Friends don’t act like we do. They act 75% like us, but there’s something more between us. Something that is too strong for a friendship. Something that would be between two lovers. Now am I imagining this or am I right. Friendship just isn’t enough for me.

I swear

I swear if you tell me “ i need you” I’ll leave everything and go running to wherever you are.

via the love whisperer

Some quotes of thelovewhisperer I feel very related to. Here are just my favs one, all of them will be reblogged in my tumblr: asweetunicorn. I may keep adding quotes of that web but only in this post, because it'd be crazy if i made a new post for every quote I feel related to.
*I’m selfish, i know i am. but so are you. youre in a fucking relationship and you keep me at arms length, whisper i love yous in my ear while she sits right next to you. i want you. you want me. but you want her too. i cant deal with that. i cant have you telling me how much you love me when you go off and fuck someone else. for fucks sake its you and you know it. no matter how much this hurts ill always be here is you decide to come running back. i hate that thats true, but for you, my love, i would wait a million lives to find the one where you come back to me.

*I’m not even upset, hurt, or angry anymore. I’m just tired. I’m tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I’m tired of holding on for nothing. I’m tired of believing all your lies. I’m tired of proving me wrong every time. I’m tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.

*I’ve tried to block your memory to protect me from the pain, pretend I never knew you, and never heard your name. But the walls aren’t strong enough and I fight my tears in vain. The feeling came creeping through and the hurt is still the same. I wish I could forget you, or make you see me now. The pain will ease in time, and though I know it’s over and what we had is gone, the memories will live forever in a corner of my mind.

*And even though you never loved me I still convince myself to this day that you did. Even though you didn’t mean all the promises you made me, I’ll still hold them close to my heart. Even though I know you won’t love me not now or not ever, you’ll always be the one who holds my heart forever

* 

Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays. But I mean, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t.

*I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I’ll dream of you. Because it’s about you, it’s always about you.

Night in italy

This night looks so beautiful. I've never been in Italy before. The starts seem to understand my pain and shine silently for me. And there are bruises all over my body, and I can still dance in the grass because no physical pain will be worse than loving you so bad and don't being able to have you. Come, sit down next to me, let's dance under the starts together. Or let's smoke a little bit to forget the shit we're in. 

I won't stay in my city much more. I need to travel all around the world, like I'm doing these weeks, because I'm young and this world is so big! But I don't want to do it alone. Not because I can't defense myself. Just because I'd like so much to share the joy of knowing different and unknown people and places by your side. And now I understand, I don't need lots of money to be happy, not a big house or fame or a lot of friends...I just need you, 100% for me, just like I'd be for you.

4AM

It´s 4am and I´m coming back home. The party was great, and I made a lot of new friends. But here I am, on the bus, watching how everything passes by, and thinking about you. My friends are asking me why I said no to all of the boys, and behind that  "not of your business" its the thoght that I somehow belong to you, by your side. The tought that I do not want anyone but you. And there´s nothing else in my head except you while the bus takes me home and everyone is talking about their great nights. I see my hands and somehow they are not complete without yours. And I wish the bus was driving much faster, so somehow it could make my toughts go away. Because it's 4am and I´m ridicoulously thinking about how bad I want you.

No quiero que te vayas

No quiero que te vayas porque me gusta tu mirada, tu forma de abrazarme, tus labios, tú. No quiero quee te vayas porque sabes cómo hacerme sentir bien cuando todo parece asqueroso. No quiero que te vayas porque me vuelves loca, deseo cada parte de ti. No quiero que te vayas, no quiero, no quiero.

Pero te vas y me vas a dejar, como todos los demás, solo que tú ya me advertiste. Y no sé cómo lo superaré porque te quiero y me aterroriza, trato de no pensar en cuanto me gustas pero en el fondo lo sé y me da miedo.¡ ¿Joder, porqué te tienes que ir?! Te quiero junto a mi. Por favor, por favor.


No quiero que te vayas