Idc

They say time fixes everything. I would like to believe that. But I'm so freaking scared thinking I may never forget you. Never stop feeling this pain. Never stop missing you. I get so cared thinking you may move on but I'll stay here stuck...

I'm scared . And you used to be the one I told all this things to feel better. You always calmed me down. The problem is this is now about you. And how can I deal with that? I never thought you would be in my "why life sucks reasons" just in my "why to stay alive reasons".