One day

One day I won't wonder if you still awake or thinking about me. One day I'll not remember this pain or how it was to love you. One day I won't be crying for you anymore. One day I won't remember your eyes. One day you will seem so far away from me I won't even hurt. One day I won't even remember your name.

But today is not that day, and I still hurting, I'm still in pain, screaming your name, hating you but loving you so much.