I'm not here. Since you left me I'm not here. I may be talking with someone and totally disappear for a few minutes until they scream my name to come back. This is something that has never happened to  me before. I may be phisically here, but not mentally. I look around all the time like I was looking for you. All I think about is you baby. How you ran away. How you left me without saying if you'll ever come back.

 I am not ready to be with someone else. I tought I'd be able to, but I can't. Your shadow follows me everywhere. Those little stupid things we'd talk about seem to be in everything. I do not know how to move on.

Now I don't know whether I should keep being your friend or just completely let you go. Cause everytime I see you my heart breaks a little more.

I just wanna be back in your bed, watching stupid videos till you fell asleep holding me. I need to hug you and smell your hair. I just need you to come back. Please.